It's been about a year since I've even looked at these blogs I started. If there is such a thing as senior/adult attention deficit disorder - well I have it - and probably should be the spokesperson.
I'll throw that out there but only if it's a paid position as money is getting scarcer and scarcer around this household. NBC keeps telling me things are better across the board; I don't believe a word they say.
As for the 3 blogs I gave birth to since I started, I was and am serious about them.
I am serious about writing and I start things with good intentions but somehow along the way, I get distracted by something else. The end result is more started projectes that never get finished.
It drives me nuts but I don't seem to be able to break the cycle of having all these new and bright ideas to occupy my time.
Perhaps I should combine the 3 blogs to one, since they are after all, the same me. I tend to compartmentalize many things in my mind - yes, it is a scary habit but not one that is well understood by those around me. My mind is like an old pin ball machine...ideas pop in my head in the form of those silver balls, they launch and ricochet all over my head and eventually they end up in a large file cabinet of gray matter. It's not an easy way to live; as I've mentioned before, my brain is like a car parked in the driveway - the key is in the ignition, the engine is running, the car is in park and my accelerator is all the way to the floor.
It's not easy to have my mind but I know some others who are brave enough to admit their method of operating is the same as mine. That should explain 75 per cent of what is wrong with me; it's the other 25 percent I'm still trying to get a handle on.
I'm going to try to figure it all out and I guess I should start with some attempt at consolidating "The Real Trailer Housewife", "Musings from the Peninsula" and the "PinkBeehive" blogs all into one: I'm going to give it some consideration.
Your input is welcome: and if there's anyone out there who has any advise; and of course, diagnosed bipolar and multipersonality readers comments are greatly appreciated. You should get where I'm coming from.
Those who run with very sharp scissors may comment as well. Just don't hurt yourselves in the process.
I'm not crazy but just a little bit all over the place; not that there is anything wrong with that. See you soon.
